Ok, I give up.
Bleh, I’m wasting my time and my money, because engineering isn’t what I wanted to study, I can’t with math and this is just making me feel even worse, sometimes I think my brain is not enough for that, and seriously I tried, but now I know that’s not for me.
But then I feel bad with myself, everybody wanted to see me as a engineer but I can’t with it, I feel so stupid and brainless. I don’t even like all the shit i’m going to see in that career, nothing about it, fuck, I had to think about this before. In fact, I’m not sure if I should continue or not, but I’m almost sure that If do, everything will be bad.
fpalm Said,
April 11, 2006 @ 7:10 am
If you have this well-crafted blog, I’m totally sure that your problem with engineering and mathematics is not in your brain. Mathematics teaching is probably one of human race’s worst performed activities.
In this moment I suppose that you don’t want even consider it, but studying mathematics without pressures nor annoying teachers could be very funny and interesting.
Good Luck to whatever that you want to do!