Being so emo as I can
March 14, 2006 (Current Mood: 
) @ 12:08 am (Current Mood: )
· Filed under Life
Fuck, why when my life looks bad it needs to become even worse?, I feel tired of myself, I feel like an stupid when I don’t get wtf is the teacher talking about in math, that makes me think that my brain isn’t smart enough to reach my goals, sometimes I think that everybody will end up happy and I’ll have the worst future ever, why nobody cheers me up?, why is everybody against me?, what have I done to deserve this shit, howcome I’ve never felt proud of myself?, I have to fix this, I hope there’s a way to do it, probably I’ll never find it.
Jose Said,
March 14, 2006 @ 12:45 am
Cheer up. This happens often and usually in the University. It happens to me often, also. You should find an alternative thing to do that cheers you up. It’s stupid, it’s filthy, but it’s useful. Find a hobby. Be the best in that hobby. Personally, I find you a very worthy person in the Linux field. Gain respect for yourself first, then face the World and rock it. But don’t be sad at that, it’s normal, and you’ll definitely will fix this.
Hynes Said,
March 14, 2006 @ 2:01 am
I know how you feel… There are sometimes at school where I have no idea about anything the teacher is saying; it happens to me all the time. I keep wondering if I’m not smart enough too, but man, you gotta get through it.
Like Jose said man, maybe find something else to keep your mind off the negative shit in school. I can’t really think of anything else to say, but nothing is as shit as it seems. I was in the same position as you, as you would have heard on IRC many times in the past. Last year all I wanted to do was kill everyone at my school, fuck them all, I said. I thought everyone was against me, I thought they all hated me.
I went back to school, and what do you know? They’re okay with me, they don’t all hate me. I just ignore the bad parts of life, really. It’s terrible advice, but I’m not much of an advice person.